Wednesday, June 30, 2010

At work....

Hye abang,

How are you? I've just sent you a letter yesterday. Hopefully you will receive it soon and reply back to me. As for me, everything is fine - i guess. Ok ok... everything is not fine. Goshhhh! It is so difficult and almost impossible to hide anything from you.


It started of with a conversation with my boss yesterday. We were discussing about the project that the company is aiming for. Out of a sudden, he made a statement "I really hope we can get this contract, or else it will be difficult to keep you" Of course i smiled as I thought it was a compliment. He really wants me to stay. My boss - he looks confused. Maybe wondering why is this girl still smiling despite of what he just said.

After lunch - a friend of mine requested for a copy of my resume for his reference. So i told him about my conversation with my boss. This friend of mine seems to think alot like my boss. Hehehe So that's the reason why I share the story with him. Suddenly, my heart stops beating and my world feels blank. Empty and clueless. According to him (which I totally agree), resource which does not contribute to the company and generate income is consider liability. So, I'M A LIABILITY to the company!!! Now , my boss's confused face makes more sense. And me, freanking scared.


So, since last night, I've been trying to figure out a plan for me. Now, I'm in the midst of updating my resume and will start job hunting soon. I've found one which caught my attention. But it is a big company. Chances might be slim but no harm in trying, right?

WISH ME LUCK, Dear!!!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Lagenda Budak Setan


Salam Abang

Remember I told you in my letter - about me going to movie alone for the very first time? This was the movie. :-) Yes - it's a love story. Nothing much to huha about, but i just love the storyline and how loyal the male character can be - despite all the things that is been happening around him. :-( I would say a tragic love story.

This is the first book. There are 2 other books - the sequel. I heard they plan to film it as well. Hopefully we can go and watch it together. How do u like that idea?

Monday, June 21, 2010

2.50am

Chakkkk!!!!
Abang!!!yes yes I know it's getting late and it's almost 3am
I've just completed writing a letter to u :-)
hopefully u will write to me soon.
Miss you so much, dear.

Okla abg. Need to sleep as I'll be working torrow huhu
love you!!!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Tensionnnnnn!!!!!!

Aaaaaabang!!!

Do u miss me today? Abang miss me much2?
Abang, today at work, I was really pissed of with my friend. She has been getting on my nerves all the time. And everytime it happens, I just couldn't take it. I know I over reacted at times, but still, she doesn't have to make such sarcastic remarks, right?

Thank God, even without you around, I still have this blog to express my feelings, share with you all my experiences, every single thing. Thank you dear, for being my bestfriend whom I can share every single thoughts with you. Muacks!!!!

Opsssss it's 8.30pm and i'm still in my working attire hehehe buchukkk!!!!

Love you, dear!!!!!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Sunday.....

Hi aaaaaabang!!!!!

As promised, I'll write to you frequently, using my mobile phone of course. Abg, I just came back from my 2 nephews birthday lunch plus akikah. :-) I had kambingggg hehehe. No!! I do not smell like kambing OK. I'm still a peguin hehehe

I wonder what abg doing on Sunday afternoon? Later, we shall spend our weekends together ya. Abg, last night, we saw on TV - s'pore universal studio. You know what? My mom wanted to go. Then suddenly my mom starts making plans to go to SG. Next thing I know, my sister told her that if we were to go to SG, everything will be taken care of - accomodation and transportation.GULP!!!! So keipo la that girl. Kan kan kan. But abg don't worry ya. We'll plan for something, ok. Somehow I feel so excited- can't wait to introduce you to my family :-) Hope u feel the same.

Opssss it's almost 3.30pm. Solat time. I'll promise I'll write to u again soon ya.

Love you, Abang.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Missing you..... From my phone

Aaaaaaabang,

see!!!!! Just how much I miss you. I've figure out that I can update this blog using my mobile phone. Cool huh! Hehehe
I know it's not easy, typing using the keypad, but... Anything for u my dear. :-)
so, from now onwards, I can write to u at any time. So, watch out dear, there'll be lots and lots of updates and entries for u to read. Hehehe

sayang abg!!!!!