Thank you, Abg.

Thank you so much abg for this lovely gift from you.
Dated 27 July.........
And 4 years???? hmmmmmmm
Thank you so much again......

Royal Wedding (29 April 2011)

Macarons

Chakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!
Guess what are these!!!! These cuties are called MACARONS!!! hehehe.
Cute kan Yang. And they are super sweet. :-)
I bought them from a friend of mine. Nnt i'll learn how to bake them and buatkan utk abang ya. :-)
How was your day, dear? You must be very tired, kan? Cos you told me that you wanted to get online in the afternoon but you never did. :-) Not to worry. I totally understand. You need to get some rest. Nanti abg fall sick, how? Kesian abang.
You better take good care of yourself,ok.

Luv u, Sayang.
muahssssssssssssssssss

ps. me nak tidur now. sleep la Yang.

Wednesday 27April2011

Today, not much to say. Glad I had a chance to chat with my abang twice today. :-) So very happy. But somehow I still miss my munchkin. But I guess I have to be strong. Abang goes to work.

Peugeot 308 Turbo

Hahahaha... I guess I really surprised you when I said I wanted to buy a car, right? This Peugeot 308 to be more specific. Hehehe. Yes, I've been dreaming about this car for a while now. Imagining myself driving one of this muscular prince. :-D

Not sure if you can view this link.
http://www.wemotor.com/blog/2010/04/review-peugeot-308-turbo/

Can I have this car, Abang? plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hehehe
btw, I want WHITE..... just like the one in the pic. hehehe

Tuesday 26April2011

Assalamualaikum abang

It's 10.30 and its the time i usually call u kan?
Huhuhu But tonite, abg at work.
Abg have to work to find money kan kan kan.
So, penguin hv to stay home and be good. Miss you abg.

I left office at 5.30 sharp. It was drizlling at that time and
by the time i reach the station, heavy rain Yang. Phewwww
Just made it!

Reach home at abt 7. Had kuey teow goreng for dinner.
Then me watch tv jap. Iron baju and here i am, writing to you.
Cos i miss you!!!! Muahssssss

Me nak sleep ya abg. Can i dream of u, Yang? :-)
Flap flap flap.....
Luv u, abg
Muahsssssss

Monday 25April2011

Aaaaaaaaaabang.......

I'm not sure when you will be reading this entry of mine. But I do not care. I still want to write to you. :-)

I called you last night but I guess you are already in lala land for some time. As such, you told me to call you back later which somehow made me go blur. I called you at 10.30pm just before going to bed and you told me to call you back later? hehehe. As expected, I slept like a log till morning. Sorry Sayang.

Morning - The usual monday morning. Got a few things to settle. As such, i didn't get a chance to call you. Again, I'm sorry dear. I tried calling you on the way back from work but I guess Abang has gone out to work. :-( And I doubt you will be at home tonight, right? So here I am, writing an entry to this blog, hoping that abang will read this little note from me to my abg dearie.

It's now 10.10pm and I promise to go to bed early ya.
MISS YOU, Abang..... Muahssssss

Movie...

GOOD LUCK, Abang

Today, my abang has a job interview.......


ALL THE BEST, Dear!!!!!! Alwiz praying for u. muahssssssssssssss

Get well soon, Abang.

My abang is not feeling well. Huhuhu. He sounded so sick last night. He has been sick quite frequent and yet still insist to go for treatment. :-( Kesian Abang. Since abang sleep early last night, I also went to bed early. I didn't even do any beading last night.

I hope he will feel better after reading this entry. Ha-ha-ha I really miss him. Miss my cheerful abang so very much. And really really hope that he will get well soon. Abang, don't forget to take ur medication, OK.

I miss my chocolate.

Maybe I should not have written what I wrote 2 days ago - about the arguement. And maybe that arguement should have never taken place. Cos today, we had the biggest ever arguement and guess what? He actually said the 3 magical words. No, its not "I love You" cos there were no more love in him. But WE BREAK UP.

Abg said it so smoothly as if he's prepared for this. But I'm not. I'm shocked and still am. Am i crying? Nope. I've been holding back my tears but now, in my room, updating this blog which i've created for him - just to show how much i love him, I don't think I can hold back any longer. And finally, I'm crying. Yes am i. I know, that's the reason why I didn't cry earlier. Cos I do not want him to see me crying. I do not want sympathy. All I want is my abang back and his love. :-(
I still can't believe that he actually said the word BREAK UP! Just 2 simple words, but I really feel like the sky had just fallen on me. Gosh... I miss him already. What shud i do now? Maybe I'll just cry till I falll asleep. But how long can i sleep. Sooner or later, I'll wake up - just to know that he will not be there for me like he use to.

HE - who alwiz bring smile to my face
HE - who will never make me cry (even if he did - he will make sure that i'll smile)
HE - who is always there for me when i needed him
HE - who is my bestest fren ( Lucky - used to be my fav song)
HE - my chocolate.

I MISS YOU, ABANG.

Love

I found this pic on the net and some how it reminds me of us. Wish we could have our pic taken in this pose someday. :-)
I'm not good with words or writing. I can't even write good poems like you do. hehehe. As such, I hope this pic will some how tell you just how much you mean to me. You are my world, yes you are. Muahsssssss

First arguement....

Saturday - 29 January 2011

I'm feeling really sad on this day. Why? Simply because we had our very first arguement after almost a month. Reason? Aaron Aziz. Hahaha. I was thinking of putting his pic here but on second thought, I better not. hehehe. As ridicilous as it may seem, but yes - that was the reason why we had this arguement. You have never ever raised your voice like that to me before (for the past 4 years) and tonight, you did. Positively - that shows just how much you love me. Not willing to take the risk of losing me. Hahaha (It's just me - being perasan. hehehe)

Whatever it is, I LOVE YOU Abang. Love you so very much.